I'm hurting so bad.

Another day and your not here. i woke up this morning so depressed. The house felt empty. I wanted you to cry for me to let you out, but you aren't here. Toby, I love you so much. I don't know what to do without you. This house feels empty. There is a hole in my heart that is empty. I can't stop thinking about you. I can't stop crying. I keep looking in the backyard, hoping that maybe it wasn't you. Hoping that you'll be laying on the deck.