just thinking

I'm having so many regrets today, Toby. I keep thinking about what I could of done differently that would of kept you here with us. For some reason I keep imagining that we would of bought that house on 93rd street. It was right by where you lived for most of your life. It was farther away from the Loop. Maybe you would still be here if we had gotten that house. I don't know. I just feel so angry that this happened.