life w/o you sucks.

Hi Toby. I'm sorry I haven't written on here in a couple of days. I don't know what to say. I miss you so much. I want more than anything in the world for you to come back home. I'm just so stunned by all of this. I break down crying a lot lately. I just want my Toaster Bear back. I miss everything about you. I can't believe today is 2 weeks since I lost you. I hate this so much. I can't handle this pain.