sick and tired

I'm so tired Toby. I'm just sick of everything. I'm tired of waking up without you and going to bed without you. I'm tired of crying, but I can't stop. The only way things could get better is if you weren't really gone. I miss you so much. It's all I think about. I feel so empty, so so empty. Why did this happen? That is something I will never in a million years understand. I miss you baby, God this is hard.