You know what happened today? I was sitting on the floor by the couch. Holden was sitting on the couch. Chandler was sitting in front of the front door. All of sudden I hear a noise and I looked towards the kitchen and Holden's ball that goes with his dinosaur toy was rolling. It was really wierd. No one was by it and it just started rolling around. I know it was you. I had a strong feeling that you were the one moving it. Please visit me more often. It makes me feel better knowing you are there. I wish I could see you though. I wish I could touch you gold fur. I wish I could curl up with you on the couch. I miss you, Toaster. More than I could ever explain.